I'm getting a feeling that I'm not doing enough.
I should get a part time job.
It's getting to the point where cleaning just isn't satisfying anymore.
I know I'm capable of more.
I should freaking cook dinner every night instead of letting my dad blow 20$ for whatever.
I want to go donate some of my milk down town.
I need a damn car.
I feel useless.
I feel like an adult trapped in a kids body.
I feel like i'm trying so hard to be good but it's not quite good enough.
I feel like a robot, going day by day.
and honestly, i feel really alone.
No friends. I know I can make friends. I need to.